Morning Pages:
CHECK. They got done late today, but still done. They felt scattered and I guess that is fair; my mind has felt scattered. I'm officially 2/3rds done with my original goal. And I've already started to think about what I'm going to be doing after. Right now I have a lot of control in myself, but I'm excited about the possibility of keeping the work that I've done, but also allowing myself to be free. Last night, over dinner, someone pointed out to me how nice it will be for me to be able to continue to make the choices in my life that I have been, but without having to think about them before I make them. Essentially, when the choices and changes are fully functioning and working. Change is hard. And to honest, pretty freaking difficult. Also, worth all the work, as far as I can tell. I don't know what my full thoughts are on everything I've been working on, but I want to live a life of moderation. And, I want to stop being so damn hard on myself all the time.
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