It's very easy to stick to your guns when the world seems to working with you. When something falls that you're not expecting, that's when it's hard.
Apparently I did much worse on an audition yesterday then I thought I did. Right now, I want to smoke, I want to drink. I want to have sex with someone just to feel better about getting bad feedback. I guess these are the moments I've been waiting for. The ones that actually make me deal with how I'm feeling instead of just using something to cover it up.
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