Last night I had to change the lock on my apartment door which took me much longer then I had anticipated. I'm not sure exactly what made me think that I knew exactly what I was doing, but I was slightly wrong. I ended up taking both locks off and not being able to get either back on. Then, having to call a friend and have him come over to stay in the apartment while I went to the hardware store again. I ended up getting all the right pieces this time and everything now fits perfectly. It took me a few tries, but overall, I'm glad with the outcome. I've done something similar to this before and it worked just fine. I enjoy taking things apart and then putting them back together again. I can't help but wonder, maybe that's the process I'm going through right now with myself? Taking myself apart, changing a few pieces, and putting myself back together.
Morning Pages
CHECK - At this point, I don't even have to think about doing the morning pages, they just happen. Sometimes I don't have the most enlightening pages, but they are pages none-the-less. For some reason I was remembering the time that right after my parents got a divorce my mom and her friend bought me a Sega. This was when the Sega was still new and a big deal. I opened the car door outside of WalMart and about had a panic attack. It was the coolest thing I had ever gotten. For the next few days, I was happy with everything in my life and all the drama slipped away of my sisters and mom fighting, my parents fighting, and school. I remember I was in 4th grade at the time and I hated my 4th grade teacher. Now, when video game systems come out, I usually run out and buy them, even if I don't really NEED them, but simply want them. I can't help but wonder, maybe I'm just trying to get that feeling back from when I was a kid? Or, maybe it isn't that deep at all and I just like buying things?
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